I just hope I don’t regret this

I obsess over everything.

Anxiety

Is it weird that I’m excited to go see a psychiatrist? I’ve been going to the doctors for months now for trouble breathing and they finally decided I have anxiety, which is common in my age. But I’m really hoping it will help me out. My behavior sometimes, when I get angry or sad worries me because it’s so extreme. I’m an open person, but since I make myself seem so strong I am completely reserved when it comes to the worries about my own self that go on in my mind. I just don’t like people worrying about me, or knowing just how much I worry. I’m hoping that I will find myself able to open up to a person who is completely detached from my life even if it is a doctor .

Taylor Swift Red Tour

On Wednesday night I went to my third Taylor Swift concert. As usual it was, unexplainable. I had really forgot what an amazing feeling it is to go to her concert. She is such an incredible performer. It is obvious the amount of care and work that she puts into preparing a show. But my favorite part is when she talks to us. It’s one thing to listen to her singing her songs and it’s another to listen to her speak about them; it’s like a sneak peak into her eyes to hear about what made her write that song, or the process of it. She just makes you feel so human! YES you are a person and YES you will feel feelings that deserve to be expressed. But being able to dance around with my best friends and almost and scream so loud that tears almost fell felt incredible. I can never miss a show.

What do I dooooooo