I WILL get swimsuit ready for Summer !

I wish I could go back to how happy I felt this Summer .

I gotta say I love life right now (:

Summer’s going awesome, even if it’s going by way too fast . But I’m finally doing what I want , Not caring about SHIT, doing whatever I want & hanging out with different people. Loving this shit .

Even in fucking Summer my parents won’t leave me the fuck alone .

Spending my Friday of Summer home alone… Yaaaay.

I really can’t complain though… lmfao

School’s ending in two days , thank god . This year’s been like killer on me . There have been a lo of changes, good and bad . And I’ve been such a lazy bitch , my grades suck ass right now . It kinda worries me that I don’t even give a fuck o.o Anyway , I’m beyond excited for this summer . I want it to be Fun, relaxing, adventurous, tan, crazy . Let’s hope luck actually comes on my side for once this Summer !

My Summer’s been going great ! :D

It makes me so upset & disappointed to think that I’m right back where I started 2 years ago with my weight. I’d done so well when I lost 15 pounds for my 15’s. It was so hard for me to accomplish that I’d promised myself I’d never go back to that .

I’d felt so comfortable & healthy when I lost weight , and I’d gotten so used to it. I felt proud that I could exercise great, & I was strong. & allll the cute clothes I could wear! I’m so determined to get back that way. It’s going to happen.

Idk what it is about Winter Break & Summer that sparkssss up my love life!

I fucking looove it tho ! ^_^

Do it for YOU .

It’s been a hell of a summer so far . I would’ve never expected it to turn out this way , I thought it’d be a normal , pretty boring summer filled with days with my bestfriends , bored out of our brains . But I’ve been hanging out with different people too , and doing adventurous things I never EVER imagined myself doing and having fun . I’ve fucking loved it. I really have nothing to live for but myself. I don’t have a boyfriend, and my sister’s never really around to do stuff with anymore so this summer I’ve said fuck it; I refused to look back and regret wasting my summer doing nothing while I watched everyone else have the fun .

Idgaf who doesn’t like it , gets mad or tries to get in the way . From now on, if I want to do something, or change something I’m gonna do it. Life’s too short and there’s not point in holding back . I’ve held back for a good 15 years and it hasn’t really gotten me too far . So 16 looks more promising for me on my life . Now I can say I really do live a hell of a life .

It’s finally summer, yet I still wanna runaway a while . Everything and everyone here’s so boring . Yet I wanna runaway with a guy . idk lol. Also I don’t drink enough anymore ! At least not as often . That’s gotta chaaaaange !

I’m going to shoot myself with my mom home these two days.

In the summer, by the time I wake up my parents are usually gone to work. I’m home alone the majority of the summer. I LIKE IT THAT WAY

There’s a dinner at my house tonight and I’m like fuuuuuuck . I don’t want to talk to anyone lmao. My legs are killing me from walking all day at school and being in the pool. I’m feeling tired and antisocial as fuck . I just wanna take a loooong ass shower blasting some Mac Miller, and come and be on the computer all night, maybe even some TV. But i can’t >.<

Oh, It was the last day of school.

SUMMER’S HERE MOTHERFUCKERRRR ! :DDDDD